Today I got ME back. I shared it to another soul, and it was taken for a wonderful scenic drive in real time.
For the first time, I was honest about my self, my intentions, my feelings, my hopes, my dreams. And for that first time, it got turned down. Quite sad but not really. I lived my truth, and gained everything. Others fed on that truth, got scared, and gained nothing saved their own insecure and fearful selves.
I can smile today, after crying yesterday. Someone smiled back today, a stranger, and reminded me of the much more that is eager to come fill my life with good and perfect gifts. It's so good to have my life back - to take care of my body and soul, eat well, pursue dreams, lay out plans and goals, expect shooting stars and bright objects. On a dark night, a million stars or so can fill the earth with pure light. I'm going to gaze at them tonight.
It was baptism by fire. My soul got purged, purified, cleansed. My temple got torn down, and I am rebuilding it. I am reinventing it. Still on the soil of truth, on the grounds of faith and hope, on the foundations of Deeper Love.
Thank you, because while it is cloudy, cold, and gloomy today, Your Light is shining through. On us. On me.
Open your windows, let the fresh air come in. And have a good day.
